I'm a failure

I checked my results today, I'm disappointed on myself, I got a U in maths, an E in chemistry and physics, a D in biology, and an A* on English.

I just lost all of my confidence now. I need the courage to tell this to my parents and I know that they will kill me for it, I have failed as a son, as a student and everything, I just want to die. Looking at everyone with their A*s really just kills me.

What will my parents think? what will my brothers think? what will my teachers think? what will my friends think? What will anyone think?

I have failed at life. I'll have to retake it and I'm afraid I'll fail again and again, I will immediately start to study.

This will really impact me and my parent's relationship, I'm terrified, they will hate me for it, I'm afraid they'll stop loving me for it. I am a disappointment to everyone