The show after Matthew Perry’s death

Just having a curious moment here as netflix keeps recommending Friends to me. Of course it does, Friends has been my main comfort show / background noise for more than twenty years and I know pretty much every line of every episode.

But I just can’t bring myself to watch it since Matthew’s death. It would feel too much like watching your actual dead friend on screen and I’m still not ready for it. Has anyone felt this way and how long did it take to get over it?