Keeping positive

"Keeping positive" I know it sounds cliche .... I have always been an expect the worst realist type of person but im really attempting to keep a positive attitude and manifest it out towards the world. This life of living in a bus on the streets has opened my eyes and made me realize a new calling for me. Am I hating this chapter in my life mostly yes but like I said it's opened my eyes that when I crawl out of this chapter ( I will get back on track) I'm going to do more for the community.

I started a new job in October 1 that's based in arizona and have to get out their for 2 weeks before my 2 month training ends. I have come to the conclusion that there's just no way I can financially make it out there in a bus that averages 9 miles to the gallon. So I decided to start looking here in kansas. I applied to one place and within a few hours they reached out for a phone interview scheduled for Nov 1. Cut to yesterday it rained all day and been little to no sun last 2 days so my solar power ran dry yesterday morning and since my generator died few weeks back had no power for work laptop long story short there the company said it was not gonna work out and terminated my employment. I should be devastated but I'm not, im trying to keep positive when one door closes type of deal... im keeping positive and feel that attitude will land me this other job that is local.

I guess what all that word vomit above is trying to say is although it's hard keeping positive is the only way out!

Not saying it's easy but you gotta fight to keep positive!

Right now im completely broke but hey I've got plenty of dog food for my dog so that's the upside

I've got hopefully enough propane to keep us warm tonight but I'm sure keeping a chill positive attitude the lord and the universe we provide me a solution.

Despite being on the streets in my bus I feel blessed and that the universe has my back like when I was freaking out thinking I would have bus impounded and lose my dogs because tags were gonna expire Nov 1 and I was 90 bucks short. A very generous person helped me out of that bind and me and my dogs still have the bus.

Just keep positive I know it can be hard but what's the alternative? Think about it that way!