Tiramisu has cancer

I can't fucking believe this. I just lost Muffin to cancer a month ago, and today I find out Tira has it too. This feels like some sick joke from the universe. I brought her to the vet because she was loosing a concerning amount of weight, and literally during the appointment I felt a lump between her shoulders as I was holding her still while the vet checked her teeth. They took a cell sample from it and it's cancer. She just turned 4, she's so young, its not fair, she doesnt deserve this. I can't believe this is happening again. I'm about to lose another baby immediately after losing my first one