Is being a pilot an option anymore

To cut a long story short: I have 150 flight hours, PPL, instrument, and a dui…

I went through an extremely hostile divorce and was not able to handle it well at the time.

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Flying has been my dream since childhood and I’m still involved in the aviation industry (working a corporate job for a part 91k operation).

My medical certificate is gone atm, and my private license is suspended for 4 months and every day that passes looks bleaker and bleaker for ATP.

I’m just coming here to get the most realistic advice on this topic as I can

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Specifics:

I started partying extremely hard after the above mentioned divorce. One of those nights, I had too many drinks while playing a show at a party. I blacked out after people were giving me drinks after the show and I didn’t deny any of them. I woke up somewhere I wasn’t supposed to be with cops outside my window. I did not participate in any tests at all, and was convicted a few months later.