Help an INFJ girl out.

Edit: I got a text from him today, and he asked me about this post because he knows my account. I didn't take into consideration that he was in the subreddit at all. Now, apparently, he's mad about me "not respecting his boundaries" even though I didn't even use his name or appearance. Also, he didn't bring up literally anything about my crush, so I'm guessing he has no feelings. :/

You all helped me realise that I really was kind of blind to his actions. I'm going to end our friendship tonight before he does. Thank you. I guess I was being a little delulu.😭

I'm an INFJ, of course, and I have this ENTP crush who I really, really like. He's cool, charismatic, and the funniest guy I've ever known. He calls me "stupid bitch" pretty often, and it kind of hurts my feelings, but I'm really in love with him. Plus, I think he's just joking and means well. I always see him and his friends whispering while glancing in my direction, so I think I've 100% caught his eye in some way. 💘💘

One day, I asked him (jokingly) if he would date someone like me, and he laughed and said, "No," but in a joking way. When I kept asking, he seemed to avoid the question. So, I think he was just messing around, but I'm not sure. I mean, he wouldn't hang around me if he didn't like me, I think.🤔

He has a tendency to disregard my feelings and say I'm too emotional. I'm very sensitive, so maybe he's right? I don't know.

My friends aren't fond of him, but he's a "mean to everyone, nice to only you" kind of guy. I saw him with his friends one time, and when I approached, he ignored me. When I tried to talk to him about it later, he kinda just shrugged it off. Idk how to feel about that. His friends don't seem to want me around because he and I hang out so much. And he even hints at it sometimes. I don't think it means much, but what do you guys think?

He kinda insults me a lot, but isn't that just an ENTP thing? And he always says he's kidding, and it really just feels like harmless jabs. I really like this guy. He's not all that bad.

Should I confess? 🩷