Am I past the come up to 4th

Got work tmrw I weigh like 85 and have taken like 40 30mg robotabs but I’ve thrown up q bit so idk what’s gone happen to me. Does anyone want to chat im disassociating.

Pretty undwwekmib. I just feel liken a dementia patient

Edit: still not sober but this comedown is gonna last forever I threw up twice, half an hour after taking tabs. So I feel like I didn’t get the chance to hit 4th ffs. Not because of nausea just upset tummy init. Don’t really remember too much but everything was calm and I was questioning existence for quite a while. Also had to talk to my mum whilst high which was relatively difficult but she didn’t catch on I think. Gonna attempt this again next month I need 4th plat 😡