I don't wanna eat anymore :/

Food used to be my coping mechanism, I ate alot when I feel anxious or depressed , but idk what happened now that I just can't eat , I don't feel hungry and just don't wanna eat I lack motivation even in eating which is so dumb like , I want to eat but I also don't AAHHHH I do suck at explaining Idk how to explain it 😭...sorry ... I skip food alot ,it's still not enough I still feel insecure, I stopped having lunch and sometimes I don't even have dinner I don't eat food till I feel so weak I just want to starve myself to death but I end up eating something coz yk food is basic need and one can't live without it anyways i eat or not I'll still gain weight .........bruh just WHY?

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I often think bout those ppls who can't even afford food and here I am skipping food now I hate myself even more 🙂 , but honestly idk why I do that I feel too numb to eat

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If anyone struggling with the same thing pls share your experience or if anyone overcame this

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Edit :- omg it's not about cooking or related to it I often do not need to cook for myself but those ppl who are in The comment section saying they don't wanna cook for themselves I am Really sorry for yall but I'll suggest them to eat something like snacks or atleast noodles or cook something healthy in like every 3 days ❤

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#EDIT !!!!!! It's 2025 now I've made progress and I'm bulking up having full meals for the past 2 years .. y'all can make it too guys I love y'all y'all are warriors ..u will win