i’m getting tired

it’s been almost 2 years now and almost every night i’ve had nightmares. probably 6/7 nights a week. they’re the most vivid ugly nightmares ever. i know it has to do with my ptsd. i already have paranoia and every older man i fear because i think they’re going to hurt me but i truly can’t escape them in my dreams. it feels so real that i always wake up tired and full of anxiety. i’m losing hope with this. i don’t know how much more i can take it. i just want to get a good nights rest for once.