Why am I so worthless and stupid!?

I hate myself, I can never do anything right, and tonight just fucking proves it.

I’m a pet sitter, I thought I had an overnight going from tomorrow to the 21, but turns out it’s for Feb, I’m already booked, and now I’m either going to have to scramble to find a way to be able to be in two places at once, or I’m out a lot of money, AND, I make myself look like a dumb, incapable piece of shit in front of these people, and I just hate myself…….

I genuinely, and I mean genuinely, wish I had never been born……. (I’m not going to hurt myself, but man, I wish I didn’t wake up tomorrow)