Ek aur drop?

So I am an eng hons student and mujhse nahi ho raha ye course khuch dino baad exam hai pata nahi kya likhunga i have already taken a drop year and ab gharwalo se bhi bolne me dar lag raha hai , my interest is in Bcom (h) but 2 saal ka drop worth it nahi lag raha kya karu kya nahi khuch samajh nahi aa raha. My current age is 19 already older than my peers tab to 20 se shuru karunga and 23 me graduation kya karu khuch samajh nahi aa raha.