Frustrated with seeing love all around

I am done with all the couple posts on instagram . Today morning as i was travelling i was scrolling on instagram , I saw 4 couple stories wishing christmas from me and mine and to you and yours , mind it they are all my age . Then i thought maybe i should see reels and there we go, couple reels as if those are the last thing on the internet . When i open reddit , i see posts ' i found love on this sub blah blah ' , bro this feels like a slap on such a cold day . i just cant . nahi mil raha mujhe toh dikha dikha ke dukhi toh mat karo .