Girl I’ve been dating

Been seeing a girl for about a month and a half. Plenty of great dates. Loads of chemistry, I really like her. Could absolutely see a great future. It’s all very healthy.

On NYE she ended things but I had made plans and she still wanted to do them with me. Was a great evening all in all. Spoke about some of the concerns we each had. The reason she ended things is that I have a son and she doesn’t want someone else’s child in her life. I’m not asking for her to necessarily be in his life (however obviously that would happen at some point).

Last night she came over, we made dinner, chatted about stuff. Kissed (even though we had ended things). Nothing more as she felt too many emotions. Said she wants friends but has strong feelings still. I have very strong feelings to be honest.

Not sure what to do next. I absolutely really like her and probably need to accept she’s talking / seeing other guys. She’s on my mind all the time reallly and is a great girl but I don’t think she’s super certain she knows what she wants and I think she’s panicking regarding my son.

Anything, anybody? As I am spiralling thinking about stuff right now if I’m honest.