Am I being too much?

So my bf (30) and I (26 F) have been dating for almost a year now and we only get to see each other on the weekends because I have two small children and he works very early mornings and usually in the city, which is relatively far from my house. It’s a little tough because I’m the type of person that wants to spend all my extra time with you even if we’re doing nothing. It seems that he doesn’t care to/ want to spend his time with me. I’m a very understanding person. I understand that he works very hard and that he’s tired during the week so I never really ask him to come see me, but he’s been off of work for a couple days this week because of the weather and I asked him to come and stay with me at least one of the days and he told me no, that he wants to stay home and watch soccer. He knows he could watch soccer at my house with me. This really hurt my feelings and it makes my mind go to dark places and just overall makes me feel like I’m really not worth an effort to see (we live about 30 mins apart in a large city in TX). He makes me feel like I’m forcing him to spend time with me or it’s like I’m pulling teeth with him. I really love him and I don’t want to keep bothering him with this. I’ve explained how I feel and he kind of just dances around it and continues like I didn’t just tell him how I felt. Am I doing too much? Am I asking too much? Is there a better way I could go about this? Should I just give up? Honestly dating is a f$cking nightmare at this age especially being a single mom. I just don’t know what to do anymore.