I'm vomiting blood and going to the ER

Coffee ground vomit fpr the last 5 days. And today woth fresh blood too. My partner can't even come with me because she's an alcoholic too. What a fucking life. I don't want to die. Please wosh me all the luck and blessings. I need to stop. Fuck

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Edit: I'm okay, somehow. Edit: irritation to GI, got prescribed pantoprazole and referred to GI clinic. Still alive.