I did something terrible this past couple of weeks.

So as embarrassing as this is. I bought a sex doll for the first time. At first i was excited and after i used it today for the first time i felt disgusted. I then immediately looked up how to dispose a sex doll properly. I spent the past hour cutting it up taking the skeleton out. And putting them in 2 separate trash bags…. I live in an apartment building. I put them in our public trash bins. It doesn’t weigh a tone as it did when it first arrived. I just felt super shame and guilt as soon as i finished…. I really hope nobody looks in there lol. I did all the proper things I read online. That’s about it tho.