Feeling like I should let my relationship go…
I feel like such a burden. And I know you all know what that feels like. She’s so young. 21 years old and has dedicated the past year and a half to being there by my side and taking care of me.
I’m starting to see the wear on her tho. And I love seeing videos of her when she’s out with her friends and having a good time and living her life the way a 21 year old should. I realize I take so much of that away from her. She spends so much of her time stuck in this room with me.
I don’t want to do it to her anymore. I love her so much and can’t fathom life without her but I can imagine how much better hers would be. She’s bright and she’s beautiful and everything anyone could ever ask for. Yet I can’t provide anything. I provide no income, no support, can hardly give her anything emotionally, definitely can’t give her anything sexually. Idk, just feel like I’m wrong to keep her stuck in this life with me 😞💔