I thought breastfeeding will be this beautiful bonding experience for me and the baby...

So far it has been anything but, it is stressful, painful, I dread the thought of having to feed, legit resent the baby when he clusterfeeds, as well as my husband anytime he suggests the baby might be hungry and I should feed him. And all of this considering I do have milk supply and my baby gains weight...

Sincerely, ftm of an almost 6wo