Guilt

I gave my 10 day old a bottle of breast milk for the first time tonight and I feel so guilty. He has a great latch and I produce enough milk but I just couldn’t keep up with the time the feedings took, I am loosing too much weight since i can’t keep up with the calories needed, and lastly nighttime has been brutal. I felt so much pressure to give him a bottle “for your mental health” but it’s having the opposite effect. I would be beyond heartbroken if he didn’t latch to my breast tomorrow…