Can't refund BB

This game might not be for me. I stopped playing after finding myself dying to regular enemies in Yharnam. I watched Gred Glintstone's 'Psychology of gamerrage' hours prior but I feel that it was aimed at elden ring players which is a different game to BB, probably more fair as well. I don't like bot knowing where to go in games as I end up not enjoying the game, having to look up a guide instead. I tend to bang my head on my controller or yeet my controller if a game reallyn gets to me for example, DMC5 when I was fighting vergil to the point I was screaming at him so I just called it a day.

I don't know if this is burnout or FOMO from not being able to enjoy Marvel Rivals like everyone else. BB is impossible, I don't think i'm getting pastthe first stage, then a part of me says that I shouldn't give up on it, that I'd be missing out.

I bought this game on my digital PS5 on ps store and since I already started streaming so It's too late to get back my refund.