Uninstalled because I’m bad at this game

I just don’t have what it takes. I am a casual middle aged gamer, my WiFi isn’t great, and I play on a regular ass TV I bought from Target.

Every match I’m at the bottom of the leader board. No amount of Ls in a row have gotten me into a lobby where it feels like an even playing field. Everyone always manages to shoot me first. I’m too slow every single time. Even when I have the jump on people and start firing first, I get hit markers, they manage to turn and shoot me dead. I don’t understand and I don’t care to understand.

I just wanted to unlock the cleaver, but the progress is too slow for how much I get to play and how little experience I get per match due to my performance. I have a K/D of 0.3

I hope yall have fun I guess. I’m done with this game forever. Wish I could get my money and time back. Never spent a dime in shop.