Its new years and I'm just changing diapers and cleaning spit up.

I have a 5 month old. Happy little chirpy baby but very difficult with regards to sleep and feeds. So its pretty exhausting since Im the primary caregiver all day round.

I know I should just be so greatful that I have her, she's happy and healthy, at home with us instead of the hospital etc and this should be enough to keep me happy... But..

I feel like I'm missing out on new years, feeling very bummed out. I don't feel new, it's just another day of baby care. I didn't even get time to shower today!

I feel like I don't have the right attitude but I also am feeling low. Anyone else with me?