What the hell do I do
I (22F) live in off campus student housing with four other girls, E - 19, Au - 19, Ab - 20 and M - 20. They all know each other and we're randomly assigned to me when my old roommates moved out. Tension with them has been awful ever since they moved in last August.
I have social anxiety and ptsd, so I keep to myself. I'm a full time student and employee so at the end of the day I'm drained. I told them about my schedule and that I'm introverted but to not take it personally when they moved in. E had a huge issue with this and is very combative, accusatory, disrespectful, and controlling. Her and Au tried guilt tripping me asking why I hated them so much. I tried moving out cause of her but due to personal circumstances it didn't work.
Ab is introverted like me and we don't talk much, we just leave each other be. She's been fine around me, the only tension I've had with her is when she had a party and some people she didn't know showed up which made it really rowdy, which wasn't great for my ptsd since I had nowhere to go. Ik that is completely on me though.
E has a history of not locking our front door, saying she just can't do it sometimes. M texted our gc this morning asking if everyone could lock it at night. A few hours later I got an email from my leasing office inviting me to a roommate mediation meeting. I asked the gc what that was about, and E texted me this. Ab also texted me saying that they filed a complaint and a police report against E for being verbally abusive and creating an unsafe living space.
I'm siding with Ab, but I also believe she talked shit about me. She told me she didn't say those things necessarily but I feel like absolute crap. I just want a place to chill and not have to be around anyone at the end of the day but it's turned into this.
Wtf do I do? I feel like im being gaslight and manipulated but I'm also ashamed. God I can't wait till I graduate.
I (22F) live in off campus student housing with four other girls, E - 19, Au - 19, Ab - 20 and M - 20. They all know each other and we're randomly assigned to me when my old roommates moved out. Tension with them has been awful ever since they moved in last August.
I have social anxiety and ptsd, so I keep to myself. I'm a full time student and employee so at the end of the day I'm drained. I told them about my schedule and that I'm introverted but to not take it personally when they moved in. E had a huge issue with this and is very combative, accusatory, disrespectful, and controlling. Her and Au tried guilt tripping me asking why I hated them so much. I tried moving out cause of her but due to personal circumstances it didn't work.
Ab is introverted like me and we don't talk much, we just leave each other be. She's been fine around me, the only tension I've had with her is when she had a party and some people she didn't know showed up which made it really rowdy, which wasn't great for my ptsd since I had nowhere to go. Ik that is completely on me though.
E has a history of not locking our front door, saying she just can't do it sometimes. M texted our gc this morning asking if everyone could lock it at night. A few hours later I got an email from my leasing office inviting me to a roommate mediation meeting. I asked the gc what that was about, and E texted me this. Ab also texted me saying that they filed a complaint and a police report against E for being verbally abusive and creating an unsafe living space.
I'm siding with Ab, but I also believe she talked shit about me. She told me she didn't say those things necessarily but I feel like absolute crap. I just want a place to chill and not have to be around anyone at the end of the day but it's turned into this.
Wtf do I do? I feel like im being gaslight and manipulated but I'm also ashamed. God I can't wait till I graduate.