Is there a disproportionate amount of Aquarians having a hard time of it for the past few years?

I'm really interested in hearing from Aquarians who've had an overall positive life for the past 5 to 10 years, in re: relationships, social standing, money, career/goals, energy/vitality, mental health (paranoid schizophrenic diagnosis that you still don't believe, anyone?), physical health, etc.

There seems to be a lot of negative experiences with Aquarians from what I'm seeing, but maybe my bias is skewed. It's been rough (to put it mildly) and I'm essentially dead now, though I hide and/or forget that, when interacting with people. As soon as the entertaining element of observing others passes, I remember and redie. There's been a lot of isolation, humiliation, injustice, abuse, invisible walls blocking all compassion and support, though it's abundantly clear I'm in trouble. Exceptionally, almost astoundingly poor judgement of others in actions concerning me, which will have lifelong implications unless I can forgive (which is simultaneously a big ask, while also being nothing at all).

Sorry. I didn't mean for this to turn into a sob story. I'm not looking for pity. I just want to know, basically, how've you been? If bad overall, do you feel like a major change is upon us? A rebirth? This level and duration of suffering can't be normal. I'm hollowed out, there's nothing left to be upset over.

If good overall, please say so. I don't know the extent of astrology or if it really can be used to determine life conditions, but I feel like there's a lot I'm ignorant about in this domain. However, aside from the self-evidently factual personality types astrology can give insights into, I remain skeptical about its role in life experiences.

I guess I want to know if you're doing well medium to long term, and if not, do you feel change is imminent?