Does love actually exist?

Hi! maybe this is the wrong place to ask, but i need some opinions.

so I have never recived much attention by peers, not even platonic and surely not romantic. it does not bother me too much, expecially cause i have never liked anyone like that. i am 23 and i am sure i am ace and somewhere in the aro spectrum.

but i am a huge hopless romantic in so many ways (i am like on the 0,01% top Hozier listener, Huge good omens fan, and so on) and i always want to belive in those "ltrue love, fun, soulmates, "we ll find each other in all lifetimes" storyes (i know unrealistic standard can be bad but i just am not attrachted to anyone so it s not like i will project this on others)

But the way of the real life makes me so sad and makes me feel so stupid: like random text form preople who you met onece, online friend who never witnessed you declearing a crush but never trully witnessed you, your friends joking that they ll hate to be with someone for a long time.

on one hand this makes me so sure i don't want any of that, but on the other it disappoints me greatly, do they all obsess and search just for the external validation? it s like i have all this fantasy sweet ideas about this but in reality i am witnessing the early modern marrige markets but with apps for it.

I really wish to get to know your perspective on this?