The apartment we won't share - NIKI

Have a love-hate relationship with Bumble. Met this guy last year, we agreed to be exclusive fubus. Unfortunately, we were doing things like couples would do. Consistently update each other, call cute endearments, VCs at night since i have insomnia. He'd stay until i fall asleep.

He'd visit my apartment, nag s-sex kami. He got good dick tbh HAHAHA he was amazing—he’s a giver and made sure I was completely satisfied. Out of the four guys I’ve ever been with, he was the best. He was so passionate and attentive, making it feel like more than just sex. We'd have sex 2-3 rounds, but honestly the after-cuddles were what hit differently. He’d kiss me all over, hold me for hours, and cuddle me until we both fell asleep.

I realized my feelings kept growing stronger. He'd kiss me on my forehead and cheeks before leaving. Same routines. It went on for about a month.

Until the day i told him na i caught feelings for him, we had sex for the last time. It was so good and we tried the sideways position that made me moan so hard. I rode him while he was kissing and sucking my boobs. I could hear his heavy breathing and we're both immersed with the tension of the sex. I was moaning his name and he finished in my mouth.

Afterward, we had a heart-to-heart talk. He told me he needed to focus on his boards and wasn’t ready to commit to anyone. I cried, and he kissed me. We spent hours cuddling, playing games on my ipad. Before he left, he dressed me, hugged me tightly, and kissed me on both cheeks.

Nung tumayo na sya and finally leaving, he kissed me on both of my cheeks saying "last na 'to ha? na-fall ka sakin e" and smiled faintly. I didn't know how to react and just told him to take care.

Fast forward to his birthday, I called him while crying. It was a long call, and after that, we went no-contact. He unfollowed me on Instagram but stayed friends on Facebook. He still likes my mydays & posts and greeted me on my birthday and holidays.

If you’ve read my previous post about the “worst bembang ever,” you’d know I felt so sad that night. He was supposed to visit me but he's abt to leave Manila e. So he called instead of coming over, it was a good 5 mins phone call, so comforting.

Now, we’re good friends. It’s such a funny encounter 🥹 and tbh, the best sex i've had HAHAHAHA