squirted for the first time

i lost my v card to someone na i deeply loved. however, during that time, i thought na "wow, sex is really overrated kasi it's not that good". i really really loved him pero i still felt anxious around him (due to his past actions) kaya hindi ako masyadong nasarapan. onti lang yung foreplay but he wanted to put it inside me na kahit hindi pa ako wet, and we didn't have any lube. i focused more on pleasing him kaya i agreed (my mistake). i felt more pain than pleasure that day.

he asked me after if i came, and i said yes kasi i had a small wave naman talaga. nagtaka sya kasi hindi naman daw ako nagsquirt. i said na "nabasa ko somewhere na hindi naman ata lahat ng babae nag ssquirt, baka isa ako doon". damn, i was wrong.

today, after running some errands, i decided to relax by touching myself. i deserved it. before, i would only rub my clit or use a vibrator and call it a day. i was so afraid of fingering kasi ang nasa isip ko, masakit lang and it's not that good. but once i played this one audio from AJ where the speaker said "puta kita ha", something inside me clicked. i have a "good girl" reputation kaya i found it hot to break away from that image.

i found myself penetrating my pussy with the vibrator na (as thick as a finger). i didn't even notice. it felt so good, so i decided to use my 2 fingers. fuck, i was in so much pleasure i was moaning so loud na, kahit na tinatry kong pigilan. i proceeded to finger myself until i felt like i was about to pee. lo and behold, i squirted. i was so horny and proud so i decided to lick my fingers clean. it was literally hot and addicting kingina.

level up -- new skill unlocked eme

edit: guys wala na po kaming next time (thank the heavens above)