I hate her.

I hate this little girl so much. She ruined me beyond repair. How dare she look so cute and innocent while being so disgusting and depraved? She let all these bad things be done to her. All smiles and curly ponytails on the outside while being filth in the inside. Whenever I look at old photos I want to scream. She looks so fucking clueless, like she doesn't even know a thing. She doesn't know anything about what's going to happen, what's been done to her. I know it's all her fucking fault. She managed to be fuckable and hateable at the same time. I see her sometimes, in my memories. She's lying down at that place, again. I want to fucking strangle and slap her. So pathetic. She let herself get touched and rubbed and penetrated while not even saying a thing. She even likes it too, the dirty girl. Probably moaned and whined while the bad man was touching her, the little slut. The girl's not even in middle school yet, but she already knows how to take a dick. She's the reason she gets treated like a sex doll, she only has herself to blame. You reap what you sow. And then she has the audacity to cry and scream for help in my head, saying that she's really scared, that it hurts. I hate hearing that little voice. If I could go back in time I wouldn't be able to help or comfort her. No, I want to beat her. Punish her for everything she's done wrong. She must have done something to deserve this. She must have. No one's coming to save you. Mommy and daddy won't save you. I hope he really really hurts you bad this time.

It's all her fault. It's all your fault. It's all my fault. Mine. Mine. Mine.