I wont feel beautiful at my wedding.

My wedding is in a week.

Last March I started breaking out like crazy. I have my own theories about why that is, but that's not relevant right now.

The first 3 months I tried to tackle it with topicals. But because time was running out, I was put on doxycycline for the past 3 months.

That has largely helped. When I get pimples, they are smaller and heal faster. But I have a lot of PIE and still some pimples and texture. 2 zits in the middle of my face as we speak. I cant fully cover it, it looks extremery cakey when I do.

I'm giving myself a moment to be sad about this, because I know I'm not going to feel truly beautiful. If there is a moment in life when you should feel beautiful, shoudnt it be your wedding?

First world problems... Everything will be great, the location is fantastic, the food will be delicious, the weather forecast is good and all my loved ones will be there. I'll be marrying the love of my life, the father of my child. I'll be fine, I just needed to rant for a bit.