I feel so conflicted rn (just read)

So like. When I win in this game, I feel on top of the world. When I lose, I want to put a hole through my monitor and never play again. Idk. Maybe I just have anger issues. But when im playing against someone better than me, it feels like there's literally nothing I can do. I can't hit them, but somehow they manage to infinite combo me even though I'm using di. I have over 50 hours in this game and I feel like I'm still completely ass at it. I honestly just want to give up lol.