I’d be dead without x.
ik this is gonna come across as corny or attention seeking, but it’s more of me getting stuff off my chest and basically just venting.
I only ever listened to x because he was hella hype. I didn’t appreciate his sad shit. I just listened to Look At Me, Up Like An Insomniac, What in XXXTarnation, etc. But then shit just started getting bad. And as I started listening to more of X’s music, a lot of it sounded like something I could really relate to. Especially now that I have actual feelings about a girl for the first time, and I struggle with my mental health.
X is probably my greatest influence. He inspires me to become a better person and to make my own music. He’s one of the few people that I can relate to and I can trust to actually be there for me no matter what. He’s what keeps me from killing myself at this point. Even though I wasn’t old enough to even know who x was, I’m so glad he was alive.
TLDR: some rando ass teen simps over x