Guys, I feel like I'm betraying my boy

Every since I found out nidus existed, I was enamored.

I did everything I could to get him.

I got him on my first account and played him exclusively.

I even lost that account and the first thing I did in my second account was get him again.

But now... I found Kullervo...

I can't believe it, but I found someone I like better than Nidus.

Anyone know how to cope with this feeling?