I hate covid and I hate this all

I just caught covid . It's not a bad strain. I'm not crazy high risk. I shouldn't be freaking out. But i am. I'm already disabled, ive already had long covid once I can't do this shit. I get sick for so much longer than other people. I need go go off one of my main meds to take paxloved or however you fucking spell it. I'm so tired and anxious and I'm so done :( imm so tired and I hurt so much