This Act is HARD
So, this act, I have about a 35% win rate, almost all solo queue. Especially recently it has been really effing hard to win games. I'm not tilt queuing, I'm playing only a few games a day, I'm warming up, etc.
But no matter what I do I get STOMPED. Look at my last 15 games, I've only won 4 of those, and I was MVP in all of the wins. 1 of them was a team stomp, but the other 3 I had to hard carry. When I lose, my team gets absolutely shit on, but when we win it's a struggle 13-11 victory. I usually play smoke agents, with Astra and Omen being my favourites, but I'm thinking of switching to clove or even playing duelists so I can be more proactive and have my destiny in my hands more. I feel like the game is telling me to hard carry or lose, and I'm not cracked like that. I'm more of a team player.
I've heard that Riot's matchmaking tries to balance teams out so you can be close to a 50% win rate, but my games don't feel balanced at all (except the ones where we win lol, losses feel like I'm playing against tenz). Oh, and literally every other game the other team has an obvious smurf. I'm considering getting on my alt to have fun as well and just call it quits this act.
Honestly I just needed a rant, having deranked from D3 to D1, and feeling like P3 is in my near future, I'm really struggling to have the will to grind this act, and giving up my desire to try to reach Asc altogether. Is anyone else experiencing this?