Apologies

I'm sorry for drifting away. I wasn't myself. I was confused, hurt, exhausted from all the uncertainties and emotions. I have been trying to ground myself, to recall the moment when all the motivation flooded in alongside that spark you ignited in me. I think in some way, I'm not ready for what could have been us. I would be, one day, if I keep becoming more true and authentic to myself, but for now, I am stuck behind the rock that I'm unable to move. Thank you for watching me over all this time, it's really nice to know that you are there.

I miss you.