Let it be

I love you so much, i long to feel your arm wrap around my waist and for your hand to brush against my thighs, every night we lay in the bed together side by side never touching cold duvet slumped in between cold bodies an unspeakable wall, a fine line that cant be crossed or wont be crossed as its been crossed many times in the past. Just like in the past it was me who had all your attention and in the past it was me who gave you that feeling... In this cold bed together side by side bodies never touching we lay and i realise i can wish and wish and wish i could prey prey and prey i could shout at u and scream for u to notice me again but what would it do? Affirm ur inflated ego? Affirm my addiction to u? Affirm that i am unimportant? Affirm that i am unworthy to be loved by u? Unworthy to be loved by even anyone? Let it be. Dont force it. U will know