I really thought you were my soulmate, it was you and me against the world I thought

You ended up being another lesson on why I need to be alone, and I’m so fucking sorry to myself for that, god I wanted you to be that person so bad cause of the way our chemistry was and it ended up being just another trauma bond, but you make jokes about my past trauma and making a joke about me being raped, projecting your own insecurities on to me when I’ve never lied to you EVER, you calling me names, I grew up with this lol you think that you can hurt yeahhh the fuck you can lol you’re definitely right about that but I’m mentally unstable and extremely self aware, enjoy living with yourself when all I wanted was to love you but I’m going through my own bullshit an I expressed that to you. Fuck you for hurting me with all the things I’ve told you in confidence. I really thought you wanted the same things when you’re not even honest with yourself. Fuck you matthew