Can’t move on.

Hey there A. I hope you’re doing good. I don’t remember the last time we talked but I still think about you. I tried moving on like you said but I can’t, I think about you almost every day. There are times I don’t think of you but then you just pop into my head wonder how you would have reacted or if you would have been interested. Tbh I’ve been wanting to write this for a while but have been holding off on it cause I know I shouldn’t. You told me to never mssg you again and that’s one of the reasons why I didn’t want to write this cause this is a form of me trying to reach you again hoping you come back. At the same time I hope you don’t cause that would mean you’re not doing good if you decide to come back. I really do hope you’re ok and that you have everything you want in life rn. Anyways guess I’ll just keep trying and failing on moving on. Anyways I guess I’ll stop here really everything else I would want to say would feel like im making you feel pity/bad for me and that’s not what I really wanted to do here. Sorry if it did feel like that I’m still not good with my words still. From L.