Release me

I Had a feeling i wouldnt b seeing u this weekend :( but i still got my hopes up. Its pathetic, i know. Im pathetic. Every second of my time is spent thinking about you. There's a constant pang of longing deep in my belly. I pine for you so bad, it makes me feel sick. Dont know how this happend. I thought i was self sufficient, i usually am. Its gonna take a lot more than smudging to lift this curse. I need an exorcist. I want u to just get out of me but at the same time i absolutely just need u to b inside me.