no one is you

I've always told you that.

I meet people and although they could check all my boxes.. they aren't you.

how is it fair that I met you, connected with you and felt what I felt with you and have to live the rest of my life knowing that you will never be mine? how is it fair that I now I have to search for that in every person that I meet?

I couldn't even fake it with someone if I tried, therefore I won't

I miss you so fucking much. even just as a friend.

I could really use a hug.