Anyone else feel civilian life isn't real?

Been out of the Marine Corps since September and I feel like being back home isn't real. Like I'm using all my benefits as best as I can. It just feel like everything we did ended up for nothing. With all the shit that went down in Kabul and what's going on right now its almost like the country doesn't care for any of us. I'm hanging in there, but only friends I got are those that got out and live like 3 hours away. That and all the old Marine vets. Just want to know if this is normal for all of you that been out.