How do i find my tribe :(

Im 29 soon to be 30. I have no real friends and its kind of hard.

I had many friends in my early 20s, but i parted ways with them as i got a bit older & didn’t like their lifestyles of partying & i had felt like i wanted more. I moved a couple hours away to live with my now ex boyfriend, and its a small town, and ive tried so hard to make friends but nothing sticks.

Sometimes i think about what if im ever engaged, and my fiance has a huge bachelor party, and i have no one to have a bachelorette with. I am dating a new guy long distance, and be has so many buddies, while i have no friends.

I hope i can find my tribe one day. Its kind of embarrassing & lonely.