Very trivial post. I always have some embarrassing memory to fixate on at night, but some nights the memory is hilariously inane.

Once I said I had a pretty specific body type preference - I casually unthinkingly said I'd "always" preferred it - when that's not the case and my tastes have in fact changed/broadened over time. I think it was just the type of a recent crush at the time that I said it. This was in an online comment, so later I got embarrassed about it wondering if anyone who read read it would become self-conscious (even though I didn't actually put down other types, and the aesthetic approval of an Internet stranger objectively means nothing) and deleted it. Was deleting it making too big a deal over something that most likely caused no thought in anyone whatsoever? Yup. So now I get to be embarrassed about being embarrassed about that comment.