I so badly want to enjoy bottoming, but I’m struggling.

Especially for my new partner. I’ve always struggled to bottom. My entire life. I’m tight, it’s painful, I struggle to get it in without wanting to tap out.

My boyfriend says he’d like to see me tomorrow and he wants us to do the deed. I’ve known him for about 3 months and this will be our first time doing it. He’s strictly top and extremely sexual.

I just want to make him happy but I’m scared of disappointing him with my cowardly behaviour when it comes to bottoming ☹️