Anyone else feel like Jinx was trying to "take Ekko" with her here?

Don't get me wrong, I know our girl has a tendency to blow herself when she feels like she's been backed into a corner and has no options, but the more I think about this moment where Jinx pulls the pin, the more I think to myself if Jinx was trying to "Free", herself and Ekko from the suffering they've experienced by dying together.

Now you could say I'm reaching and I probably am, but there is a stark contrast/parallel between this moment where Ekko has Jinx pinned and Vi has Jinx pinned in season 2 episode 3.

In season 2, Jinx tells Vi that it had to be her who does it, she wants Vi to kill her and welcomes it, but with Ekko, she actively pulls the pin after they both just look at each, she wants to die, but wants to at least take the person she loved with her. Not only that but it's how she pulls the pin that's really interesting, she doesn't shove it between the both of them even thou that would be the best way to kill them. She pulls the pin and let's it fall a few inches away from her and Ekko, almost like she's afraid commit to it, but wanting it close enough to take both her and Ekko.

These are just my own though, what are of yours on this scene?