What's even the point anymore?

All I do is lose, no matter how hard I try. Even if I get my opponent with a sliver of health, I still manage to fuck it up and lose. I don't dare even get excited at the chance of winning because in the end I know I'll just lose.

And no one cares. Absolutely no one. Everyone is perfectly willing to just beat my ass into a pulp and move on.

I've never been more upset and stressed out playing a game.