Left everything to chase success, now earning ₹70k/month at 19 so why do I still feel like a loser?
I failed 12th in the 2022 academic year and was in a relationship during that time. I chose to ghost her to focus on learning software development and achieving a high-paying job in the industry, even without a 12th-grade certificate.
By the age of 19, I landed a job earning ₹70k/month and decided to go back to her to start over. However, she had already entered another relationship with one of my best friend
Edit: I will answer some questions that many people asking below
What am i doing ? how did I achieve my job? I am a software developer; I build software, especially servers. You don’t need a certificate to prove your programming skills to employers. The only thing you need is good projects on your resume
Why don’t you clear the 12th paper and pursue a degree for better career options? If I wanted to clear 12th, I could have done it just after the failure. I want to prove that I am not dumb, and achieving success despite failure makes it more noticeable. I have really damn serious ambition, and a certificate can’t help me reach there.
Why I can’t move on ? Coz i love her very deeply and I do believe love doesn’t have polarities if it then I probably gonna hate her for avoiding me and mind my business