Is it wrong to wish for a relationship

I scroll through several reels mentioning Self improvement, work on yourself also people saying relationships are trash and focus on your career relation will follow up but and end of day i come tired from college full stressed can't share with your parents how much you are facing don't you wish there was just someone who could genuinely care for you, ask how was your day annoy you with her nagging, tell you her day her problems discuss things and just have a sweet time. Won't this help more in growth or are these just delusions of my mind which are meant to be caged in the jail of my thoughts