I'm devastated

I'm with many others here. I had many WIPs of Tuyu songs, many translyrics completed. I always wished to post english covers of their songs using Synth V, but that isn't a good idea anymore, is it?

I had What If This Isn't A Slave and Namikare with finished lyrics,

Under Kids which just had a verse or two left,

Half of Trapped in The Past completed,

A midi for Revolutionary Front

Some of my favorite translyrics I've ever written were for those songs.

I feel like I should just scrap everything, but I would lose a couple hundred hours of work, but in all honesty, I still want to complete those songs and I still want to post them because I poured my heart and soul into making my translyrics and midis...

I feel like a dream of mine just got shattered.