Infidelity that involved outfits or costumes - Temptation Triggers

Right off the bat, I know my experiences here are rather strange and complicated (I guess if you've read my story, you know).

After deleting all my accounts on various platforms and taking down what content I could, I gave away some of my outfits to my BP (yes, this was discussed at length to ensure they didn't trigger my partner in any way), other items were sold, but I still have quite a few outfits and even the breast-plate that I'd wear each time I did what I did.

Since putting a very effective stop to all my Wayward behaviour, I still find myself tempted to dress up and when I do, I almost immediately get passing thoughts about soliciting sex again. I don't know how to shake this other than to just bin the lot and get the fuck over the monetary loss of doing so. I've asked my BP to be present with me when I do chuck it all in the trash, but it's just sort of burning a hole in my drawer until then. It's tempting, triggering. It's scary to think there's still that other me present, buried, but not very deeply.

Has anyone else had a similar issue with outfits, costumes, disguises etc that are linked very closely to your Wayward activities? Doesn't need to be CD stuff, mind.

Sorry if I creep anyone out with this shit, I know it's....Weird.